I really am just thankful that there is one person in this fucked up world who knows me better than anyone else.
That said, I do feel bad about the way things are because I made them that way but avoiding you and others isn’t the way to deal with it. I’d literally be doing the very same thing I tried to avoid in the first place.
I love you friend and I will always be here with arms outstretched for you.
I know now that you were only trying to save us both from ourselves and I understand what has to be done to avoid it altogether despite that I would rather not part with you in that aspect I have to respect your wishes and hope that one day we can go back to how it used to be.
I know I’ve done a lot of apologising but you are strong, we both are and we’ll overcome this.
Just know I am always here, I promise