February 2012
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I MADE A NEW FRIEND TODAY
I CALLZ HER “TITLORD”
January 2012
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“Well to be honest, you’re the only person I speak to about stuff…”
Why was I hesitant to speak to you?
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Sharp# - Negoto
Gundam AGE OP 2.
I actually like it a lot
I mean nothing really beats Asu He by Galileo Galilei but it’s good nonetheless
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End of January?
Say so long to the new year
what’s next?
February?
Oh boy in the next 14 days I get to feel like more shit?!
Gonna sit down and listen to that god damned linkin park song and try not to consume all of the liquor in my house
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In reality
I hate you because I love you so god damned much
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When people see my industrial...
Different reactions (when I cut my hair)
“that’s disturbing”
“oh my god did it hurt?!”
“ouch”
“I would never do that”
“ew…”
“that’s so cool but I can’t stand pain”
“was that painful?!”
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SECOND GENERATION GUNDAM AGE
FUCK YES!
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I <3 my Joshawott
x3
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M-Pulse #62
We live in a truly monochrome world… don’t be fooled
Things are more black and white than they seem
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Progression
I sat there and I thought to myself
“Everyone’s advancing and I’m just here in the state that I am and I wonder ‘what am I doing?’ “
I’m an absolute, fucking wreck
I don’t even know what to do with myself anymore
I feel like I’ve just been running in circles only to be stuck in square one
“We’ll find them someday”
...
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Had I not expressed that
would he have not trusted me?
I can’t help but wonder…
We’re one and the same but two and not alike
We’re Individuals…
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Worthlessness
A feeling that lurks in my shadow waiting for all the most fucked up moments to strike.
Can’t I simply relish the time I just spent with friends?
I just can’t stand this much longer.
Why does this always hit me when I’m alone….
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I'm gonna
fap my problems away
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Low
All you ever wanted was love
But you never looked hard enough
It’s never gonna give itself up
All you ever wanted to be
Living in perfect symmetry
Nothing is down or as up
As us…
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Woke up to this...
“Malcolm, you still respect me right?”
that was on Friday at 9:47PM
-Me at 3:52AM when I do actually wake up-
“Of course I respect you, why wouldn’t I?”
I hate when things like this happen because it can go any of many wrong ways…
I hope everything’s fine with him…
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I've fallen...
into a ridiculous sleeping pattern.
I randomly fall asleep in the evening then wake up minutes before or minutes after 4:00AM
FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Tell me what I already know...
Me: I'll never know what that feels like
Grandmother: You can't feel emotion like that
Me: It's not that... I'll just never be able to feel that way if my father died, if he died I wouldn't give a shit
Grandmother: Something is very wrong with you
Me: No shit
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...
Seeing her cry over her father’s corpse like that
The way she brushed his head with her hands
The hysterical grief
I said to my mother
“I’ll never know that…”
“Know what?” she asked
“I’ll never be able to feel that way about my father, I’ll never know what it will be like to miss him or even feel sad that he’s dead and...
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Death
My Mother’s mother (my grandmother) died when she (my mother) was relatively young.
So besides her father. She really had no mother except Doreen.
Doreen is like her adoptive mother I suppose?
I don’t really know the whole story that well so let’s just go with that.
She grew up with Doreen and her husband Sinclair.
I didn’t come to know Doreen or Sinclair until my...
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Often times
I smell two things:
The smell of blood
The smell of death
It’s random and I don’t really question it any more
However, it’s still very, very, weird
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Pipe Dreams
It’s all I ever had…
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Too legit to quit
Too real to seal the deal
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Always nice to hear "thanks"
“Thanks for being my friend Malcolm ^^”
The road ahead… Thanks for being my friend as well…
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I'm genuinely happy...
When my brothers call me “aniki”
No matter how much I hear it,
The effect is always the same.
Warms me up inside.
I love my brothers to death…
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Plans for Jouvert Gone To Shit
What do?
Which fete(s) should I go to…
I cannot just stay home and do nothing I need to go out and get on like one fucking ole hoe.
The music this year is too good not to do so.